2/29: feeling well enough

...to grade the Etymology tests.

2/28: chatting

...with three students as we worked on cutting and folding some pamphlets.

2/27: hearing

...the students' ideas for hypothetical paintings they would commission based on Homer's Odyssey.  It was a new-to-me assignment, and I think it worked well.

2/26: on the way to work

A large flock of pelicans on the lake.  A blooming Japanese quince.  The new buds on tree gleaming in the morning light.

2/25: getting through

...the night without waking up coughing, and through the day with some coughing but less than yesterday.  Maybe I'm on the mend.

2/24: stepping outside

...this morning and immediately smelling the daffodils.  Then I went over to the winter honeysuckle to enjoy its scent too.

2/23: putting together

...the test for tomorrow's Etymology class.  I worked on the harder (i.e., thought-requiring) part of the test in the afternoon, during a spell of mental/physical clarity.  I'm glad I made the most of that window of opportunity.  As the evening has worn on, I've started to feel worse again, but the remaining parts of the test I had to put together were more mechanical, which was a boon.

2/22: letting go

...of my to-do list for the weekend and trying to get well instead.  Although this might not seem like a good thing, I think it was good that I was able to tell myself, "Don't try to work when you're feeling so sick, and don't feel bad about that."

2/21: writing about

...each page in Victoria Turnbull's Pandora, a picturebook.  Making myself describe each page made me slow down, see, and think.  A good way to end the work-week.

2/20: finishing

...the grading of the Etymology students' corpus assignments.  Instead of trying to power through all of them in a sitting or two, I've done five a day for four days, and that's given me a chance to enjoy thinking about the words and what the students want to show about them:  melancholy, diligent, nonchalance, barrage, tank, evanescent, garden, realm, cop, compute, villain, wizard, nice, arcane, hell, fantastic, tattoo, aesthetic, facetious, and bode.

2/19: a good conversation

...on the way to the parking lot (and then in the parking lot) with a younger colleague.  We talked about the importance of identifying core commitments in our courses and programs and trusting that (certain kinds of) less can be more.

2/18: ending the evening's work

...on a high note.  The last paper I graded was definitely an A.

2/17: well enough

When I woke up this morning, I thought "Oh no, I'm still too sick; I'm going to have to cancel my afternoon meetings."  But after coffee and pancakes I felt better, and I worked at home quietly in the morning then was able to head to campus after lunch for my appointments.  I saw just four students, and each meeting was really pleasant.

2/16: so glad

...that the college cancelled tomorrow's classes for a midwinter break.  My health has gotten poor over the past 36 hours, and I'm grateful for the extra bit of recovery time.

2/15: rereading

...some novels for my May conference paper.  I'm a little worried about having to get a paper ready to go right after the semester ends, but at least the reading/rereading for it is fun.

2/14: working on

...the design for the students' ekphrasis pamphlets. 

2/13: saying no

...to having my computer at school taken away tomorrow as planned.  It turns out that I can't be without my computer tomorrow, given the work I have to do, and the prospect of being without it was stressing me out.  And then I realized that I should just say, "I can't do this after all."  So I did.

2/12: in the morning

...Simon the Cat sat on the arm of my chair while I was drinking my coffee.  What a difference from when he first showed up on our doorstep, needing food but afraid to get too close.

2/11: choosing a phrase

...from the Odyssey for people to use in a group cento exercise:  "waiting for dusk to come."  I'm curious to see what words they'll pick to finish the sentence.

2/10: during the last hour

...at work today I got more emails written than I thought I could manage.  I'm still behind, but less so than it seemed like I'd be earlier in the day.  That's enough for me to claim a small victory.

2/9: in better sorts

I was somewhat out of sorts yesterday, but today has been better.  I think addressing some pamphlets to send out in the world helped, made me feel like me.  Made me remember that there's a me who extends beyond the 10 miles that connect my house and my job.

2/8: remembering

...Chris' Uncle Frank, who passed away yesterday.  There was one summer night when he, Chris, and I sat on the deck on Chris' parents house in New Jersey and talked for hours while watching a spider weave a web.  He could make anything into a story just by his telling.

2/7: manifesto, Manifesta

While I was eating breakfast I wrote out some thoughts about literary studies and travel that had been on my mind since yesterday.  It ended up reading a bit like a manifesto, and that made me think that my superhero name could be Manifesta.

2/6: a student likening

...a 19th century painting of Odysseus' first encounter with Nausicaa to Tarzan meeting Jane.

2/5: first thing, last thing

One of the first things I did this morning was read some of Abigail by Magda Szabo (even though I probably shouldn't have taken the time to do so).  One of the last things I'm going to do this evening is finish it (even if it means staying up a little later than I should).

2/4: teal deer

Learning about teal deer as a version of tl;dr made me smile a lot.

2/3: office hours

I had a shaky start to the day:  a misunderstanding at home, some awkward-for-me-to-manage moments in one class, and then--in another class--a technological glitch that derailed my carefully planned lesson.  But then two students came to office hours, and it was grounded and real to talk with each of them.

2/2: in the morning

...I took a quick spin around the cove in my kayak.  I love the white-trunked trees and their reflections on the water.

2/1: in honor of

...the upcoming Iowa caucuses I made a vegetarian version of loose meat sandwiches for dinner this evening.  I doubled the spices and the taste was still fairly mild in a way that might take some getting used to.  After hearing about this regional sandwich years ago, I'm glad I finally gave it a try.